Drama.... Everybody's Anti Boyfriend, friend, social life, happiness and everything else anyone can think of that makes people enjoy life. If drama was an alcoholic drink, everybody would be out of their minds drunk all day long... Business... Drama and business goes hand in hand. If someone is starting drama, then chances are they are not minding their own business. If someone is not starting drama, chances are they are busy... which is a form of business. Weird how that works out, eh?
The worst kind of drama is the drama that makes you sick to your stomach. The kind that you know you'll probably get through, but hurts like heck until its done. That is the kind of drama that make me have ulcers. Its the kind of drama that makes me want to hit everybody in the head with something heavy, until they just forget it and don't care. This most of the time is caused by people who are not busy, or who are not involved in things, or who don't have enough drama in they're lives so they want to start it in some else's, for pure enjoyment of course.... Oh if only I could tear into those kind of people.
If only I could leave this tiny little town where drama is the only thing that happens that anyone cares about. If only I could be in a place where nobody cares what street I walk on, or what I say, or who talks to me. If only I could be in a place where I was taken seriously enough that I could follow my dreams and no one told me that I can't do that because I come from such a small town and things like that just don't happen. If only I didn't have to rest my head at night on a pillow of thought that won't let me go to sleep. If only I could think and walk and talk and scream and not worry about what people are going to say about it... Yeah, thats the place for me.
So when people go to bed at night, the kind of people who thrive off of drama, I hope they rest their head on a pillow of sickening thoughts that tell them that they can't sleep, or walk or talk or scream or anything that lets them be free... Yeah... Sleep on that.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Expected.
High school... I remember when I was in Junior High and elementary.. And I could not wait to get into high school. Everyone of my friends talked about how cool it was going to be when we got into high school. When we got into high school...
Well, I will just come out and say it. It's different than I expected it to be. Everything is. I mean.. I'm a sophomore and I still haven't got it under control. My freshman year was terrible. I thought I wouldn't live through it. I didn't have any of my priorities straight, and everything had to be the most difficult thing I've ever done. Now.. I'm a sophomore. And not everything is hard.. You learn to roll with the punches. And in high school, there is a ton of them.
Parents don't think it should be that hard for us. But when they were in high school they didn't have half the extracurricular activities that we do. And since I live in a small town, with a small high school, everyone is expected to do everything, or else none of it would work. And if your parents are anything like mine were, they think they know how hard it is. They think we should be able to balance it out and still have extra time to catch up on sleep, or be able to think about what college we want to go to, or to know whats going on in the world. If I didn't have a history teacher like Mr. Peterson, or a boyfriend that thrives off whats going on in the world, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't know who was running for president.
Also.. Everyone wonders why there is so much sickness in high schools, and why it passes around like a hot potato. I'll give you the answer... Take a person right, normal high school student:
High school student - sleep time for: practice for 4 extracurricular activities, meetings, homework in every subject, games, games and more games + STRESS + pressure to do every thing they can possibly get into + pressure to be the best in everything they get into + pressure to have straight A's = .... well you get the point.
Our high school life is killing us. And how do we stop it?... We don't. We just go with it. Because we are expected to. Because we are expected to. Because you expect us to. Thanks. Try and sleep on that one.
Well, I will just come out and say it. It's different than I expected it to be. Everything is. I mean.. I'm a sophomore and I still haven't got it under control. My freshman year was terrible. I thought I wouldn't live through it. I didn't have any of my priorities straight, and everything had to be the most difficult thing I've ever done. Now.. I'm a sophomore. And not everything is hard.. You learn to roll with the punches. And in high school, there is a ton of them.
Parents don't think it should be that hard for us. But when they were in high school they didn't have half the extracurricular activities that we do. And since I live in a small town, with a small high school, everyone is expected to do everything, or else none of it would work. And if your parents are anything like mine were, they think they know how hard it is. They think we should be able to balance it out and still have extra time to catch up on sleep, or be able to think about what college we want to go to, or to know whats going on in the world. If I didn't have a history teacher like Mr. Peterson, or a boyfriend that thrives off whats going on in the world, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't know who was running for president.
Also.. Everyone wonders why there is so much sickness in high schools, and why it passes around like a hot potato. I'll give you the answer... Take a person right, normal high school student:
High school student - sleep time for: practice for 4 extracurricular activities, meetings, homework in every subject, games, games and more games + STRESS + pressure to do every thing they can possibly get into + pressure to be the best in everything they get into + pressure to have straight A's = .... well you get the point.
Our high school life is killing us. And how do we stop it?... We don't. We just go with it. Because we are expected to. Because we are expected to. Because you expect us to. Thanks. Try and sleep on that one.
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